prayer of Lament

In my Faith and Learning class, in our small group the professor talked to use about prayer of lamenting and it was interesting and people been asking me what i can pray for, here some of the things that i am facing.

Here is my prayer:

Oh heavenly father,

My life should be falling apart in front of your eyes but instead i have peace in the midst of it. My friend, Marco, has been sentenced to seventy years in jail and it been hard and difficult to be without him because he use to be like a brother to me. Honestly, God i miss my brother. I am also having a difficult time trying to adjust to Moody because people are difficult then i am use to. I just bothers me how its people jusdge you because of your background and of your actions. Students judge me because i sometimes act like a little kid but father you know the reason behind it. You know that it is because i miss being able to have a childhood because i grew up way to quickly to the things i have seen.and i know i am suppose to "act" like an adult but i just don't know what to do because there is a pull in my heart between the two. I hate how people judge me for talking to girls. God you know my heart, i am just being friendly and treating them like sister and i am being careful tho with not trying to play with people hearts but i pray that my friends see it that way. It makes me sad to think about my sister because i miss her. I miss my little sister that i would give everything toward. i miss the late night conversation that i just could say random stuff and knowing that she are listening but i know she is trying to sleep. i miss her trying to wrestle me knowing that she ends up in the ground. i am just missing being able to play a part in life. I know i am not the best brother i could be but please i beg father put somebody in her life that watch over and  give her advice. That if ever dates anybody let the guy go after your own heart father and to look up to you for advice and guidance. It has been frustrating for me to being apart from besenville bible church. i miss my familia because the church has been like a family to me. You know they been watching over me and been a part fro the past four eyes with your guidance. It has been breaking my heart seening so many people suffering in this beautiful hurting city. Just hearing stories of kids getting shot dow, people starving, and people just not even caring. It breaks my heart and you seen my tears that has been shed for this. God please keep feeling your heart cause i know this is hurting you seeing people suffering this way because you never meant this to happen int he first place.I am honestly struggling financially and i got no idea what is going to happen but Father you are the provider. I know that You are the Comforter, in scripture it says that the holy spirit is the comforter and i pray that you let the holy spirit work extra time in me and make me feel your heart, your joy and your sadness and your pain. God i know you will gett me through this hard time because i seen you work in my life in amazing way even when it seemed that i hit rock bottom. I know that you God will take care of my sister and i had over the feeling of  protector over to your hands. i want to say thank you for what you are going to do.i want to pray all these things in Jesus name, Amen